Regrets

          When we did something wrong or things that caused problems not just in us but also in other people, we regret for doing those things. This regrets can last for so long and some are forever. I also have a lot of regrets. I will never forget one of them.
           I was not able to show my love that much to my father when he was still alive. That is what I regret the most. I showed my love to him but not that much. There are a lot of things that I was not able to do with my father. When I was still young, my father was always busy in our store. We often play together because at the end of the day he was very exhausted because of his work. The only time that we can talk is when we eat together during lunch. But even though he was very busy everyday he was still the one that brings my lunch at the school everyday. He was very happy for me when I passed the entrance exams in CNSHS. I want to experience flying my kite with him, climbing trees and talking about girls. I really missed a lot of things. When my father died, I really felt empty. Because I am the only boy in our family, I felt like I am alone when I lose him. I hate myself of not showing him my love when he was still alive.
          Even though how hard I pray to God, he will never come back to life. I think there are a lot of things that he was not able to teach and to let me experience. If I will be only given another chance to start again I will really show my love to him every second of his life.